Josh Napper

I'm far from perfect, however, when I get on my netbook or pick up a notebook and pen I have the ability to be perfect. I know I will never be perfect, I mean go look at my lyrics. To be frank, I know what they are and the most mature way to describe them is far far from perfect. Everything I do, weather its movies, books, lyrics, or tv shows there is a personal reason for why I do each of them. I write the lyrics because it's a way for me to express my feelings and explain my mistakes. I write books because as a kid I hated reading books, because I was never that interested in the books; so, I decided that if I write one then I would be interested in reading it. I write tv show's because my life is far is perfect and unfortunately, I know no matter how hard I try I'm not gonna be able to make my friends life perfect; however, with that said if I make a show I can at least make those characters life perfect. Lastly, I make movies because on January 8th 2015, I lost a good friend. She didn't pass on, but I was dead to her, because of a decision to hit the enter button while I was drinking something other than Kool aid. I had 5thhour English with her, but for the next two months until the last day of school I skipped that class. How could I face her, what would I say, what would she say? It's safe to say that time period was the darkest my life had been. The following school year, I had a choice to make- go online or risk the chance of bumping into her in the hall's again. That was the easiest choice I made because even to this day, if I bumped into her I honest don't know what I would do/say. However, in that time, I got bored and started putting some sentences together and throwing away that paper not knowing one day I would be happy to write those sentences. Since I couldn't face her like a man, I made my first all thought out movie- it's title, 5th hour my story for her. It all started as a way to express how sorry I was and maybe one day it'll win me an Oscar. Boy that's gonna be strange for her to hear her name on an Oscar acceptance speech, because you can bet anything that I will thank her in my speech. These days, I find a way to pay my friends back for what they done for me, to make the future I wanna see, to get the girl I wanted, to fight the one's I sometimes just wanna well fight, but most of all I write what I want to become. Our story is never about where we begin, it's about the journey. It's about being kind, nice, respectful, and thanks to certain people I learned that you can always lead a pack. Personally, I want to add one more thing. Keeping your promises. Everyone that knows me knows I keep them. I don't think I told anyone else but I made a very important promise, to myself, but it was to make one special tribute movie. I might have never gotten the honor and privilege to look him face to face and shake his hand, but for some reason I was lucky enough to meet the one he loved the most. I'll get in deeper later, but one night I wrote "write something for him before you go to bed" and as of writing something before I went to bed as the 15th of August became the 16th, what I expected to only do 1 night, I have done for the last 72 days, simply out of respect. But I can do more to show respect him then just write something to him, I can take something that I love to do to and show him respect in a bigger scale. mark my words, I refuse to let this be the first promise I break, so I josh napper will try his best to not only make the tribute movie but do my best to make it the best, because of him I have looked the best face to face and with one simple question that dark time period I was going thru was over. Once upon a time, I thought my life was pointless. It's like each day I tell someone I care about that they have a purpose. The reason I'm still here, some could say is to lead people towards the future, but that's not would I would say. I simply believe my purpose on this world is to make my people smile and to tell my people that even when you're at rock bottom on your last part of red on your health bar, keep fighting and dreaming. "If you can inspire someone, anyone, to dream more, to learn more, to do more, and to become more. Then you are a leader" (John Quincy Adams)